No justice No Peace

Flow back to God
Let go and become a drop
Of dissolving water...

Back into the ocean
with all the Ruthless Compassion

rolling back over and over again
Changing the earth and the seas

Who have a God-wish
Of enough ruthless compassion

to change the hearts and minds
Of all those who define peace
To also seek justice vigilantly
To restore peace....

Amen, Namaste,.......
We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Fuck You and Thank You

Thier is a very thin line between Fuck You and Thank You and when one states these words, make sure you do it with a smile!
We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Rockin like a hurricane

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

The Shemanski Fountain

I read the history of this man who served immigrants. The fountain was damamged when some youth were playing on it. The head fell down and hit someone. The fountain has been repaired but with different art. All the art was intact until the police showed up. No one stole anything and it was a complete accident. This does not matter as the police raided the youth the next day and made arests for Jwalking, etc. I do not think this great man wanted this to happen in his name as he served the underprivalege.

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Police Officers Andrew Koefed and Timothy Lowery

IN THE CIRCUIT COURT FOR THE STATE OF OREGON
IN AND FOR THE COUNTY OF MULTNOMAH

Case No. 101216978

COMPLAINT Lisa/Lee Iacuzzi , Plaintiff
vs.
The City Of Portland Oregon,
Police officers Andrew Koefed
and Timothy Lowry
Jury Demanded Claim more than 50,000
Not Subject to Mandatory Arbitration

Plaintiff alleges:

Defendants Timothy Lowry and Andrew Koefed violated the Oregon Constitution of
Section 9. Unreasonable searches or seizures. No law shall violate the right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable search, or seizure; and no warrant shall issue but upon probable cause, supported by oath, or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the person or thing to be seized.–. These two officers demonstrated desperate treatment and harassment in June of 09 when they came to the home of the plaintiff and made a false arrest. The harassment of the Portland police continued with three more arrests leading to 30 days in jail with no charges.


Plaintiff alleges that Officer Lowry and Koefed were told by their supervising officer to stay away from the Plaintiff. Officer and Koefed and Lowry admitted to following plaintiff two city blocks and taking photos while yelling at Plaintiff to plead guilty to a crime where they made a false arrest. Within tens days of the request of their superiors they came to the residence of the Plaintiff and made a false arrest.
When they had Plaintiff in police car, they questioned Plaintiff on the upcoming hearing for the Independent Police Review Board where the Plaintiff complained of desperate treatment.

The Plaintiffs hearing was postponed after being arrested in their own home, now leaving the Plaintiff homeless while fighting for equal treatment. Three months later, during the hearing, city employee Mary Beth Baptista lied to independent police review board citizens and stated the public videos taped of the day of Koefed and Lowry’s desperate treatment would not be viewed. She stated in the hearing that the videos of the arresting officers negligence could not be shared as they were sealed. This statement is a lie and a deliberate protection of the police officers who committed desperate treatment on all of my arrests with them. This hearing allowed the officers not to be punished on the error on the police report was never corrected due to the concealment of records were kept from hearing members who were not given information to make a fair decision on the police officers behavior. This desperate treatment allowed Koefed and Lowery to get away with desperate treatment and harassment leaving the Plaintiff in fear of the Portland Police.

Officer Koefed and Lowry also committed Perjury during the trial of Iacuzzi verses state and have caused not only a false conviction of a crime but a post traumatic stress disorder that gets relived every night that the plaintiff closes eyes before sleeping.

________________
Lisa/Lee Iacuzzi Pro Se
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I Always Wanted To...

An old prospector shuffled into town leading an old tired mule. The old man headed straight for the only saloon to clear his parched throat.

He walked up and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there, brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, a young gunslinger stepped out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The young gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, "Hey old man, have you ever danced?"
The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, "No, I never did dance... never really wanted to."
A crowd had gathered as the gunslinger grinned and said, "Well, you old fool, you're gonna dance now," and started shooting at the old man's feet.
The old prospector --not wanting to get a toe blown off-- started hopping around like a flea on a hot skillet. Everybody was laughing, fit to be tied. When his last bullet had been fired, the young gunslinger, still laughing, holstered his gun and turned around to go back into the saloon.
The old man turned to his pack mule, pulled out a double-barrelled shotgun, and cocked both hammers. The loud clicks carried clearly through the desert air.The crowd stopped laughing immediately. The young gunslinger heard the sounds too, and he turned around very slowly. The silence was almost deafening.
The crowd watched as the young gunman stared at the old timer and the large gaping holes of those twin barrels. The barrels of the shotgun never wavered in the old man's hands, as he quietly said, "Son, have you ever licked a mule's ass?"

The gunslinger swallowed hard and said, "No sir..... but... I've always wanted to."

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Iacuzzi vs. City Of Portland Case Numer 101216978 Officers Lowry and Koefed

Sued: Settled with the Mission in Eugene for public accommodation in shelters. Break through and precedence for homeless people. Reach CDC successfully as they paid 30,000 March 09 and successfully changed housing rights for trans, gender plural people in  gendered housing with the Civil Rights BOLI settlement Iacuzzi vs. Bradley Angle House in September 10. Sued by Judge Linds Lohr for 65,000 settles for 5,500 not to hurt them too bad financially but they have stopped their advertisement of female gender only.



This person is a family member of a ReachCDC employee. NO she was never arrested.
He r name is Bren Athens and she was obsssesd with me becasue she had to
be the smartest person in the building who had the biggest drug problem.
She and others about 14, created the hateblog notagoodqueeroranythingelse



This is a a lesbian poet named Karen Carpenter who told BOLI that this incident on the stairwell is when I supposedly called Roy, a baby killer. Then Roy told Karen that do not worry that the light is not on while filming. You were wrong, as the security guards Roy and Malinkowski gave false police reports to deliberately have me arrested.

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Before this video they chased me down the street and it was even logged into Metro Watch minutes. Later Roy calls the police on me for harassing this women named permanent tweeker akas permatweek.

I was given a citation from Officer Lowry who was the person that Metro Watch wrote down in their logs to ask for when the call the police on me. I was given a citation and had to leave for almost a week due to intense exhaustion and fear

Best Break Dance Ever

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Portland Police Officers Andrew Koefed and Timothy Lowry are Liars

Today is the day to file the lawsuit that will expose these police officers crime. Is it strange or unusual for police officers to lie? No, not in this city. These clowns were told by their supervising officer to stay away from me or the homos would be seperated. Why? They followed me two city blofcks telling me to plead guilty in a case that they knew was a lie. They took pictures of me giving them the finger as I kept walking. They admitted this shameful act and still committed perjury during the trial. They stood up and lied for a drug dealer becasue they hated queers more.

Not only did they commit perjury they came to my house again and arrested me for tresspassing in my own house, just ten days after they were told to back off. Now, they are going to be exposed for the lying sacs of shit that they are. I want your uniforms.

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Beattles: revolution

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Not A Good Queer

This picture is the epitome of this Dot Com. The graphic is strange and unusual showing behavior that is not acceptable by society. I would imagine many people who are disabled would get a good belly laugh as the politically correct would be up in arms.

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Pink Floyd The Wall

Thanksgiving and Charlie Brown

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

ABBA

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Katie Nolan R.I. P.

Katie Nolan

R.I.P.

Day in
day out
you are in
our
thoughts.

Though, we shed
tears for missing you,
you’re still with
us,
with that goofy smile,
telling us

that everything

is going to be alright!

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

The Longing

The Castle, a place where relatives of the king were put for safety.


The tart and tea
were for you
I guess I am out of
sinc
maybe too easy
I have been alone for four years as I needed
to grow into my own...

I know who I am
I don't ask others to
try to be anything but
themselves
even on a rainy day,
it drizzles with spots of puddles
all around

I am wet up to my ankles

I have waited a long time
like a bishop in a chess game
a player who strikes in a blind-sided fashion
No, I am not waiting for others to make a mistake
as I know what is happening
is a convergence of a higher power and a
social construction called Justice

What I know is
that I have is
 I breathe air
I see the moon which puts me to sleep,
and I awake to the sun.

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Trimet Bus and Raymond

The guy named Raymond
big, wide
black as the night
missing a brainstem?

Disabled and warm
smiled at my service dog
as he approached Rowdy

He stayed and pat
as he was gentle as a
cat.....

We still rise, and we will not apologize for anything!
Lisa/Lee Iacuzzi
MA@PSU

The Max

Carttons for behavior
as some of the public
have to be told to turn off
Your cell phone
The ride can be a zone
of peace and  tranquility
a safe ride is all one is asking for
The squeaks on the rail is all I want to hear

and to get off my stop
without missing my own thoughts.


We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Tracy Chapman

 
We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Saint Thomas

God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED - To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. Dear God: The lady reading this is beautiful, classy and strong, and I love her. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations. Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you the most, and let her know when she walks with you, She will always be safe. Now you're on the clock!!!! In 9 minutes something will make you happy. But you have to tell 9 sisters you love them, including me. Go!!!! Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Written By,
Saint Thomas

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Were Ready for Anything!

This article has to be my favorite of  Mark Farinella's called "Were Ready for Anything"! In 1982, when he had chosen his Sun Chronicle All Star team, he was assualted by a parent whose kid did not make it to the list. Mark was also and is a feminist and did as much for North Attleboro girls basketball as did Lisa Iacuzzi, Not a Good Queer, and others continue the movement of equality in sports.
He writes, that Lisa Iacuzzi could have started on any boys basketball team, and her ability to dribble the ball while lying on the floor may some day earn her a job with the Harlem Globetrotters.

Well Mark, I have been on the floor and yet I still paved my way to three civil rights victories. Yes, Mark, I live my life the  way I played ball, with passion. I take a side, this is what makes me different but I know their are many other rebels like me..

Thanks Mark Farinella for being a civil rights activists through womens sports.

Lisa/Lee Iacuzzi
Not a Good Queer


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Halloween

Best holiday of the year by far. It is the only day of the year,

if your gender variant that one's appearance will not upset others....

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Saint Theresa's Prayer

 May today there be peace within.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.

May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has

been given to you.
May you be content knowing you are a child of God.
Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing,
Dance, praise and love..
It is there for each and every one of us.
 

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

The Pulse

Operating stations normalized
shock worked
Regular beat to a pulse
that one day will stop
I hope in my sleep and
not when it is dark
I dream to rise with the sun.

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Homophobia and drugs

A shot in the dark
made him run like the wind
forgetting his memories
of love
Locking up a former brother
Why?
His crack got too big....
As his soul changed
unrecognized as others
whose view is distorted
with peace and love bumper stickers
A hater at heart who has not yet 

awaken as a homo himself...


We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Run Cody Run

His name is Cody and he is only 15 years old. He is sitting in a chair in the front of my class. He is also always busy randomly moving around or admiring his new sneaks. It is hard to get his attention without a treat or a prize for "good" behavior. My class always had a prize at the end which made class fun. He is a bright student and a really good athlete. He is adored by his peers and stands out with his charming personality. I remember him as a fast runner who loved to play football.

He came to my house and asked me to help him out. I was no longer a teacher at that school, I knew that they broke fundamental educational rules.

He got kicked out of school for throwing dirt

at another student. They gave a behavior plan

that stated that Cody must keep his hands to himself

at all times.

So, a month later, he threw dirt. They kicked him out of school.

This was his ending, to the many attempts of those teachers who simply hated him,

for being loved by his peers and not kissing up to the mean teachers

Hands to himself was not a "measurable goal" that Cody could reach

a demand without a teach

Your out, "overactive boy"

Even though he was legally labeled special ed

The school made sure the parents signed off

their legal rights so

no laws could protect him and his disability did not fit

their purposes of cruelty and judgement

Compassion: Not for the kids

Staff comes first

this philosophy must be reversed

A poor principal

who did not have an educational credit in her hat

Made decisions on kids lives

that were seen as expendable

He came to me crying that he lost his eighth grade

graduation. I said, no worry, no fuss, I get you back to school

in a rush.

Their was only a month of school left and the clock was ticking for him to may it back

I called everyone like a fool

They told me to call this and that number

The goose chase of all goose chases

They could not get involved even though it

A private school funded by Portland Public school dollars

I advocated and called the state and every agency.

I told Cody to go back to his school before he went to Mt. Scott

A week had passed and I had not heard any news of my phone calls

I was in despair

I knew Cody was living with another kid at school

His father was in a mental hospital

His mother was not in the picture

I new his life was hell and his education was all

that he got

Another week passed

And I heard a knock on my door

It was Cody saying thanks for getting me back in school

They had to take me back because I had paperwork that

could be attacked

He graduated from Middle School where Special Ed kids

Get weeded out before they reach high school

Two years later I heard that the boy that could run like the wind was shot in the back. His friends say that he does not run very much anymore. I want to tell him that this is not your first experience with a shot in your back. Keep fighting for your life Cody, Run Cody Run, run for your life. You can do it Cody, Run.

I still rise, I will not apologize for anything!

Lisa/Lee Iacuzzi

Not a Good Queer

MA @ PSU

Physically Beaten!

Yes, I have been physically beaten by a man. He said he wanted to talk to me and act like we liked each other as we use to be close friends. He asked to see my van and go tin the passenger seat and I in the drivers seat. I said things were going well as I was very happy to have a van.  He then said that I was a liar who got him kicked out of housing. I was his roommate and left on June 23 with the clothes on my back.

It is now October 4, 2010 and this guy is getting evicted for growing weed in a federal building. He has a growers license and he thought he would put his 6 foot plants on the back patio. I was living here at this time and told him not to do it, as did my other roommate told him the same warning. He did it anyway and he was given a cause of notice.

He is in my car blaming me for his ridiculous behavior. He calls me a liar and I tell him that he is not my friend. He started doing white powder drugs which made his temper and behavior become more irrational and is not the person I use to know. He did not like my answer so he punched five times on the chest and arms. I blocked most of his shots with my bruised forearm and when he stopped grabbing and punching me: I smiled and grinned at him which made him stop. He said, you still do not want to be friend?
                                                      No, you dumb ass, get out of my car.

He then took my keys and started yelling to others to call the police on me because I am supposedly running him over with my van. I close the doors and locked myself in. Five minutes later he keys into the passenger side and I escape out the back door. My dog would not come. I was frightened for his safety as I thought he may try to hurt my dog.  I ran into a strangers house and called 911.  Nine police showed up and he did not get arrested. My arm has bruises all over and it and now I am saying where is the police report?

                                                                   I will get one. Right.

I just expect my friends to say, it will be okay, You do not want to be friends, cool, I will always love you and in things may change in time but for now,  I respect your wishes. Beating me, creating lies about me because your hurt does not make me want that kind of friendship in my life.......

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Circuit Court Protest No. 2

One of the big chiefs, saying hi, during my protest who was very cool and stated that I was in the right to use the Constitution and called off the other guards.

This tryanny says that he would do the sheriff.

 
I think the guy on the top and the girl, boi, on the bottom should go to this strip club and talk about gender. As it stands the girl, boi, is still on the outs, while the sheriff is getting the W-2. I think the sheriff and the tranny to trade places for just one day.

I did get a phone call by my probation officer when I was protesting. She was cool as I think that the assumption if your protesting that one gets arrested. She would be the one I would talk to and probably spend 10 to 12 days in jail before I see a judge. The charge will be interfering with a police officer or disorderly conduct, something on these lines.  My last probation officer actually came down to the court house and met with Michael Shrunk, head of the district attorneys office. I was arrested the next day at my own house.

So what I have to say is this;
;

If anyone down at the court house has not called my probation officer, it is not too late......!

Call............ Department of  Community Justice

Multnomah County Helpline....     503-823-4000

Ask for District Attorney Jeff House, kool aid drinker, and the main "baldy" and over weight supervisor Michael Shrunk.

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

James Taylor : Not A Good Queer

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

State Of Oregon and the DA

I have been protesting in front of Circuit Court, Portland, Oregon.The State of Oregon does not require the District Attorneys offices to have a mission statement for justice. Most potential jurors are not told that the DA's office can try to convict someone when the DA knows that they are innocent. Yes, this is the truth. Thier motivation to convict someone who is innocent is due to money. The defendant maybe suing a big real estate company that gives the DA's office money. Of course, most defendants are poor and all the power of the legal system is set up and funded with your tax dollars for DA's to do anything they want without any reprocusions. When the prosecutions is stating his case, he can easily lie, steal, and cheat because they are not under oath. I would love a defense lawyer to put the prosecution on the stand and see how fast the jury would figure out that it is all a big lie.  I want everyone possible to call the DA's office and ask them why they do not have a mission statement for justice.

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Pastor Tate

 Pastor Tate seen here jumping on Christ Memorials bench and cheering on the crowd to not let anything hold you down! He preaches that the devil is drugs, negativity, injustice, etc., and God will fight our battles. We just have to ask and it will come. The Pastor knows how to dance on the devils toes and has brought the restless misfits a home in God.

He does what he does for the love of God!

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

Flesh vs. Spirit

We all deal with how we operate in life. Do we operate in the flesh or the spirit? To operate under the flesh is strictly a human experience which results in hurting others or not getting what we need. Meaning that humans make mistakes and react out of emotions. These emotions do not always provide the result that we want when we respond to difficult problems. The Spirt, which can be God, nature, hightr power, which is not human. People who are on spiritual paths know that their higher power is responding for them. Usually the spiritual response is more receptive and others can hear and bring understanding. It is not easy to respond in the spirit, we have to be constantly reminded and taught this is the best road to take in life....

It is better to understand than to be understood.

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

"David Won"

No guilt or shame
No bad thoughts
On my brain

Dancing on the Devil's toes
as he/she plots and plans

I hold up my hands
And I ask the lord

To hold me and set me free
Who has always been there
has vowed to fight my battles
Which relieves me of my burdens
David, a boi, beat Goliath
A monster and a giant
with just a sling shot
and the Lord's blessing
Who's story became a legend......

Poem dedicated to:
Kerry Johnson
Civil Rights Investigator
with the State Of Oregon's
Civil Rights Division
Portland
AKA: BOLI
http://www.nhrmaconference.org/2010/uploadsfiles
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End Of June 10

Stayed away from gay pride which was a mistake becasue the DOj was there. At least I know where I can send a letter. I am in an unsual position as ususal. I am in love and that is okay. i am a crimial so I cannot call her or even talk to her anymore. It really sucks. I am going to stay in portland becasue this is my home and where I am loved .. This is relay coming to upset sister who runs my world because all i want to do is impress her.


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May 25

I talked to ocelyn today getting her information as she was my cascadia counseloer. She was short with me and even threatening. She did nto een ask how I am doing. I met with Sue and tried to get to Lewis and Clark. I talked to Paula who I am in love with and she keeps talking sanity to me. As I know I cannot fight prosecutorial misconduct, I can sue Runstein. I have to take care of my dog and my self. This will be the last battle, I hope. I am loney and bored, brook. It is my story.We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!Not a Good Queer on Blog Spot!

May 20, 2010

Well here I am. Emailing BOLI my life history with of medical records. My life is on BOLI deadlines and court deadlines. I am lost in a maze, I have no clean clothes as I must do laundry. My activism needs to get restarted as I am suffering with depression that is showing itself. Showing itself bigtime...I can smell my own wrine and I have not eaten all day. I need to go to the doctor and get on meds. I to ld myself that I would journal and now I am seeing myself a decay without the meds. THe meds are like a new person.

I still remain silent. I need to write letters, I need to get shit done. I think the anxiety is better but the depression is worst. We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!Not a Good Queer on Blog Spot!

May 11

Well I have not been writing, this is due to the depressed state that I am in. I have to go and get my meds this week. I want to be independent but can't. My back is burning and my spine and my body feel like shit. I have to get out of this climate as it is cold and wet. I am on probation, broke, and ready to file a lawsuit against my criminal lawyer. this has to be done in the next three weeks as I am giving myself the deadline of June 1. I hae to write it and know it. I read the case law oer and over again. I know that I have a slim shot to none of willing. I want things on public record, to show what happened to me and what is still happening to me. I somehow have to get some help from the pain and the poverty as I need work, I need income, I need to feel like I can be back in society again.

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may 3

Nikai is obssesing about bunk beds. It threw off the handle today becasue I wasa liar for not getting them. He went out and bought a large table with four chairs. He did not organize transportation when he bought them. So after 2days he doesn't even now if they are still there. I am trying to gt this report changd and get ready or my hearing and he is constantly on my ass about these beds that he never discussed with me. I would rather ust split the room down the middle with the furtniture alrealy their and sleep on the floor. This is not alllowed to happen or even discussed in Naki cooperative. He is escalating over this shit.

I am trying to get my report changed and get ready. I still hae not written a timeline. I do not kow the details and people are asking me about them.

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May 2

Reading transcripts, nikai is annoying me buy making a purchase of furniture and expecing everyone to stop what their doing and pic up his mess. Hw boutght a six foot table that he wants in bunk beds and will not stop obssessing about. I have 7 days to the hearing. i am going over documents and creatinga timeline. I did ot write yesterday. I read the diary, it was painful, I am getting the dates in my head saying them over and oer again and make sure that my lack of memory does not set me up for llloing like a liar.

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friday , April 30

I am lonely on a firday night. I gt atext from my stalker who is now less causes agitation. I do not know who this fuck is but I just want to change my phone number. I do not care to know. My goal is to be actually more human. Getting off meds has made me horny at least. i want to be able to work on this case. I have neer created a timeline. I have bits and pieces of information that I can put together a 8 month timeline of my life. Where I slept, what did Ido.

I am at least stoned. The pain in my body is numbed. My collar bone continues to hurt and it has been 2 plus years.


I want to say that I hate all of you, fuck all of you, I really do not like the human race. really, they are so weak, cruel, and subcetpal to money/ power.

I really hate this in man but I have been getting compassion, does this make me weak as my anger dispitates over my punishment. Like healing ...I hate them but I am getting better through them. I even hate them for that. I am still afraid of this world.

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April 29th

I did not sleep until 3am. I ate well today and feeling good without my meds. I know I have to go to the doctor and get it together soon. I went to the outside inn clinic andPaula came by and handed me some forms. I really care about her, my sister will be sending her flowers. My sis helps people like paula, it lie chris giving a gift to herself. I finsinhed my social security forms. i was wearin a suit today and AI feel very comfortable in a suit. I really want to be a lawyer and my sis is saying no. she also wants to me to get out of state a s fast as i can and I do not think that I should be alone. I don;t think I do well alone. Rowdy is awewsome with lots of cuddles as I recieed more stalking messages and a call that was disturbing. i think I am getting use to the low level grade of harassment. i did speak to deb hu who is still at the Rose where meyers is operating freely with impudity. I am tired and have to go to the post office tommorrow so things will be cool.

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April 28

Met with Pauloa today. I am not sure about her. She was tired exhausted and was out sic for two days. I asked her how she was and what she did in ail. She told methat she prepared peolefor prison who kil their children. Thisonly lead to a name that crossed my lps Sanchez. ? This women threw two children off a bridge and one died. You could hear the husband's testimony during sentencing as he had absolutely no compassion for his wife. He sounded like an abuser, one had an ecky feeling to him when he was speaking. You knew their was more to the story than you were hearing. She pleaded guilty and recieved a 35 year sentence with no credit for time served for good behavior. I guess she would be 60 something when she got out. Of course the media did not say she was avoiding the deat penalty or maybe she decided to give up mankind and rot in a hole because thats all she could feel.

I beleive Paula spent the weekend with this women and "helped her prepare to go jail. Most people do not know that Mult. county jail is a locked down facility. And if your defiant like me, you might get out of your monkey cage 15-30minutes per day. No window or air flowing, lights on 24 hours, and the guards making constant rounds tapping on your door making sure you have not killed yourself yet. So to go to prison is what most inmates want verses staying in jail. So Paula prepared her to go to jail, I know what she did and that was she listened to her story. Thats all anyone wants. As she is sitting in her cell, languishing about every second that passed where she did not say, stop all this, I will fight back.

Paula states, " I am tired of seeing women going to jail for domestic violence.... I guess she is right. One hears about these tragic family murders every Oregon winter and one has to think that the system for one getting help failed. If one has mental illness, their is nowhere to go. I want to hear this womens story I want to write her story and I will find her in jail and maybe she would want to communicate and tell her story.

I am shock about our society, oregon, I have no other place to go.

Lee
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April 27

It is wet and rainy with a few clouds bursting out. It is 4pm and I still have not left for the court house. I struggle going in public. I do not know if it is because of my anxiety or what is it. It has been a mystery why it is so difficult in leaving the house. Things are piling up. My crush on this women is a complete fantasy and I need to let it go. One nice thing about not being on medication is that one can get their sexual feelings out. I have no place for masterbation. I need to get back o meds and stop it. yes, I have not been able to concentrate lately. it is not much fun liing with Nikai as he is very demanding and thinks eeryone is on his schedule. I try to do the things necessary around the house but he often kills the messenger for news. I think if I was alone i would not get out of bed or eat. The company eeps someone watching me and with the comapanionship it is at least something. I am two weeks away from a hearing in the ciil right division. I hae been stoned eery day to cope with the pain of the reality of my life. A complete misfit. Fear is constant. I guess icould justify it but I know it is not as real as it appears. I do have 70 text messages from astalker and I guess I just live with it.

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My Diary April 24, 2010

MNet with Boli. Chet is working his ass off. I need to focus becasue today I realized that they are not settling. I am in for a fight. I wore a suit today and I looked great. I talked to Paula today and she so cool and I really want her in my pants. Anyway I love lee. think ggod thoghts lee. Life with Nikai is oayWe still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

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Not a Good Queer is Over

I have enoyed creating this blog and what it stood for. The ability of one to express themselves freely is something that many gae their lives for. How freely speech is still being debated while others commit identity theft on cyberspace. I will stop posting and addressing myslef in public speeches as Not a Good Queer. Using Queer in ones' introduction maybe is too strong and could be seen as offensive to others. Eventhough, ones's personal feelings do mean something and their is something to be said using the term Queer.

For the record I am not the author of my own hate blog called notagoodqueeroranything else. A blog strictly dedicated to the hatered of myself is slightly disturbing. I think blogging is cool and some of us are of course flammatory but do we think that everything we write is 100 percent acurate. We are bloggers, not the New York Times. Have I amde inacurate comments that need apologizing for, of course. I will not apologize for anything motto rises out of "good girls do not make it into history". I am certainly a bilogical female that is gender plural. Is this such a crime?

To the heterosexist: the answer is yes. The problem with the heterosexist is that many Queer themselves are heterosexist. Heterosexism is this underlying oppression that all humans live under wheter the social construction of what we define as normal. Like it or not the box is broken.

I am trying to reclaim life after being falsely convicted of stalking after winning two ciil rights cases at the same address. I am still on probation and I would violate my probation by showing public records of the trial on my blog. Have I thought about uploading the videos on line on my blog and testing my Constitutional Rights? Yes. it. Do I go back to jail or allow the general public to wittness a witch hunt?

I beleive I will be writing in the future but it will not be in this title. I have been scanning the web and their are others like me who are using the same genre of rebellion. The truth is most Queers are not good queers at all and most indentify totally to the spirit of Not being a Good Queer. I leave to others who write about hate, oppression, injustice.

Good Bye
Not a Good Queer
Domain name up for sale...........

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God and the Pagans

So I know that God loves everyone and their are those people who can justify their behavior based on their religion. I know I do not get a choice on who I greet in society, but II do enjoy the Pagans. Yes, I have been journing to spirituality of Christianity. I have sought Christainity imyself as it seems like the only relief I have with oppression;. With the Christians, it is like a "crap shoot". You may get a fundamentalist who takes ownership on Christ or you may get lucky and expereince Christianity as a healing opportunity. With the Pagans, one gets grounded in the earths cycles that expresses organic changes in humans like aging. So why not just stay witn Paganism? The fact that 50 percent of our culture identifies as Christain. so why not understand it's culture. We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

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Stalking Order

I was wondering if I was going to get a restraining order from former Mult. County District Arusi Loprinzini for stating that he does not like what I write in my blog. I think it is amazing to me that the District Attorney office would bother with a blogger. They are so dirty, I mean dirty, for the public dollars to do what they please that does not look like anything called justice. Let's face it, do you think the police would have gotten away with all their shit, if they were not backed up by the Mult. County District Attorneys office? Usually acts of injustice have helpers who agree with their hate: not justice. Yeah, we can arrest you because your an activist, your not one of us, therefore, we will lie, steal, and cheat at random. The police and the Da's office think they can punish people for their first amendment rights! Really, the next question, is how can you fight them?

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Police Brutality KBOO Radio at 10:00am 90.7

Not a good queer has been invited to speak in regards to homelessness and mental health on KBOO. Thanks I will enjoy my 3 minutes of speaking out. How much will it cost me? I think for the most part the police are not listening to KBOO. But their are many including Jesse Jackson that will say, "what the hell is going on with the Portland Police". I say it is about the color of one's skin, mental health status, and financial status. Generally speaking the police work for the business's in the city of Portland whose money pays for their salaries.

Yes, the city has people protesting out in streets, the Department of Justice is suppose to be involved, and now the media is involved. I believe the homeless problem peaked during former Mayor Tom Potter. His open disdain of the homeless only created and heighten the police's distaste for the homeless. This atmosphere created the death of James Chasse, a well known case of abuse, that the city has still not settled it's lawsuit. Another homeless person with mental health issues is shot dead. The response of the protesters going up to the South East police precinct was an awesome direct message of revolt. When the systems in society are broken to protect it's citizens, then their are two societies. The society that will get justice and the other society who wants to run when they see the police. I have personally ran from their hate repeatedly and I know that I am lucky to be alive today.

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Easter 2010

Well mankind it's what we all have been waiting for: the resurrection.
You the get up! Yes, Jesus has arrived
the Lillie's rise to their peaks,
it is Easter,
a definite genre of expression
of man's fight for survival.
No matter the road you take in life,
take it in as your, own
not something to preach nor hide.
With Jesus you can heal, you can get justice, one can get peace?
I know the circles spirituality weaves
through the earth's messages
and the beliefs systems
The truth is on both sides so I say to myself, isn't this enough....
to rise from the dead-earth, is the only solution.

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A New Year

With the New Year their is hope. I am remebering all the people that have tragiclly passed away this year. We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

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Perjury Allowed with District Attorneys Office

When you talk to Portlands' DA office about perjured testimony, they will tell you that it is the jury who has to figure out the perjury. What! Jurors expect that the Da's office does not allow perjured testimony and the person they have testifying is telling the truth. This is simply not the case. The extent of ethical abuses in the District Attorney office makes one shudder at the level of corruptness. Of course it is about money, they will tell you that they are about justice, but it could not be farther from the truth.

Also, another suprising detail is that they do not like people writing negative things about them. I have been told by the DA's office that they did not like me calling Arusi Loprinzini a motherfucker. I want to say that I did not call him a motherfucker but posted the definition of one under his name. The Da's office concluded that I called him a motherfucker therefore will not exonerate me eventhough the evidence has been proven as perjured. So when you have a hater speaking the same language as the authorities, one has to say that civil rights have been ignored and the concept of justice is an illusion.

Of course their is an exception to justice, that is money. If you have 6 figures, your lawyer might not sell you out to the DA!

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Portlands District Attorneys Office

After two years of carrying out an investigation, Not a Good Queer has found out the district attorneys office used perjured testimony to convict me. Why? When your suing Reach CDC for discrimination, the DA' office will support money. To say that the DA's office is corrupt would be an understatement as many know their behavior where they have rarely been caught. Yes, it will take alot of noise to put and end to my false conviction. Recently, multiple phone calls to the police regarding a drug dealer have not lead to any arrests or even a police report. This drug dealer is a star wittiness who is going to end up embarrassing the supposed greatest legal minds. These Da's are smart, let's not take that away, but corruption has nothing to do with intelligence. Many people have written about the problem of the Da's office but their are not many venues to hold them accountable.

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No Laces for shoes

I saw a older woman yesterday
she was in shock
she was walking the streets all night
afraid of being attacked
and nowhere to go
the streets are cold and corrupt
too brutal for the the elderly
she missed her lesson on
capitalism
she wore high tops without laces
her face was in shock
of the night she could not do again
the shelters were full
the raindrops were as big as
baseballs
beating on her spirit
as she wished her life
would stop.

We still rise, we will not apologize for anything!

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The Library

The marble floors of the passing of elderly,
mentally ill, homeless
mixed in with more of the
lovely general public
A stench is in the air
a baby cries for it to stop
waiting for the internet
it's an hour for your
spot
Open books to settle the mind
the library is "still quiet"
where the waterbubbler
sounds are as loud as a
passing train
breaks the babies cry
what to do with all this knowledge
as time passes me by....

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Nobel Peace Prize

Obama won the Nobel peace Prize base on not what he has done but on the hope that he will change the world. This was the first time the prize was given based on hope and not on ones accomplishments. What the committee was trying to say is that the concept of hope is something to support. Hope is usually a part of a sermon on Sunday mornings but now hope has won a Nobel Peace Prize. I think if Martin Luther King was here today, he would support the Nobel Peace Prize to OBAMA.

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Recipe of the Soul

Recipe of the Soul
Written By Dr. Magaret Sewell

1. Surround yourself with beauty, works of art, music, etc..

2. Be around young children as they still understand and have innocence.

3. Do something for others, even if your poor, have no time, and are stressed. Believe it or not this works.

4. Go out into nature and see that the universe is a place of beauty and our time here is just borrowed.

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Crying Time:

Crying Time

Click, Click, Click, Click,The door snaps open
top tier bring down
your trays
the revolver spins .....





Click, Click, Click,
Push the door open
Cross the barrier
the trigger is pulled...

Click, Click,
the smoke is rising
in the air

Click,

the coffin door closes forever.......
Click, Click, Click,Tic, Tic, Tic

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Reach CDC: Meyers or Me

Andrew Schpak is an attorney for Reach CDC, also known as Reach CDC, Building a Better Community.

As you motherfuckers know who and what I want the game goes on

like it or not

From: Andrew Schpak [mailto:ASchpak@Barran.com]
Sent: Monday, March 02, 2009 3:44 PM
To: Scott Leonard
Cc: Edwin A. Harnden
Subject: Iacuzzi's Blog

Scott-

I hope this email finds you well.

I am writing to you regarding your client, Lisa/Lee Iacuzzi. It is clear that s/he is still posting blogs about REACH on his/her website: http://notagoodqueer.blogspot.com/

We believe these posts violate the terms of the settlement agreement and release, specifically the non-disparagement and confidentiality clauses.

Please communicate these concerns to your client immediately and let your client know that REACH will consider filing suit for breach of contract if your client does not cease and desist as well as remove these postings from the blog immediately.

Thank you.

Andrew M. Schpak
BARRAN LIEBMAN LLP
601 S.W. 2nd Avenue, Suite 2300
Portland, OR 97204
503-276-2156

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Don't worry Judge Wilson is doing a good job on my criminalization of my bad behavior of telling you all to fuck off! All of you, fuck off!

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Redemption: Bob Marley

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Hate Crime and Reach CDC

On November 13, 2007 BITTNER & HAHs, P. C., Reach CDC lawyers, gave Not a Good Queer an eviction notice which was just one day after my false arrest on November 12, 07 . This document sites the hate mobs false accusations which started in July 07 when the Civil Rights complaint was accepted. Their were many accusations made but certainly no documentation to concur Meyers temporary stalking order which states of me having a "crowbar". The Hate Mob would wanted to call the police on me for night vacuuming.!

Lee Greer and Jamie Bartons' hate mob was to document as much details as possible as they gave these directions to these people with the intention of having an all women's building which did not include a trans person. I have plenty of evidence which includes the tape times and dates. As their was only a minute between me asking Meyers to back off on the West Wing then to filming her on the stairs. As I am sitting on the stairs, I hear Patty Spain yelling at the security guard for calling the police. I am watching them argue, the office door is closed, and Meyers approaches the door to the lobby and does not go through the door. The security guard and Spain are right in front of me and Meyers is screaming that I am blocking her door. See Video. The filming of her hysterically screaming in the lobby while Jackie Barton, leader of the mob manipulated a Reach staff to stay in the office because I was supposedly physically blocking this door. The police were already coming because Jackie Barton's false complaint on the west wing. Jennifer, Reach staff, yelled down the hallway at me, "that yelling and screaming is not a way to get what you want". I told her that I was going down stairs for documentation purposes. This was all the Metro Watch guard needed to call the police even though he did not see anything. This guard threatened me that he was going to get me back for saying fuck you to him because he refused to escort me to my room. And yes, I used the Metro Watch guards consistently to just go to my room without being assaulted or another false complaint.

Meyers ruined the plan by going too far with the Lie

Meyers room is right next to the West wing stairwell but she does not take it when she sees me even though I have a stalking order and follows me with Leal ahead of me. I call Meyers off but she uses this excuse to make a false accusation.

They were helped by the Districts Attorneys office where changed the times on the DA's video labled #21270019 G. Boek 011809 to November 11, 07 so it would like I was filming all morning which looked like I was filming all morning. The truth was I took pictures up at St. Francis which a picture of an clipping of the Oregonian newspaper, this was on Sunday as other films were also on that Sunday. Their was only two films on the morning of my arrest but the DA office never had a film dated November 12, 2007 on this labeled video. Yes, the video, I do not carry folks.

Boli, Civil Rights Division document RCD00303

Reach CDC stated, "On November 12, 2007 at approximately 9:30am, in the second floor, west wing hall you threatened and harassed another resident with allegations regarding illegal drugs; you also called a resident a "fucking bitch" and a "toothless bitch," When the resident attempted to get away from you, you confronted her with your camera, clearly against the wishes of the resident. You were arrested on the premises for violation of temporary stalking order.

This document proves that Meyers committed perjury as she stated to the jury that "I went through the lobby doors down stairs and assaulted her, sat back up the stairs, laughed at her, as she was screaming that I was blocking her door. Her 911 call is priceless and should win her an academy award in the community of tweakers"

The court records are on the way and I know Portland's District Attorney office do not want to charge Meyers and Reach CDC with any crime but Judge Janis Wilson can file charges against them.

The funny thing is that Meyers was just a pawn for Reach CDC to illegally get the trans person out of the building with the help of fired manager Jamie Barton. Their was also two police calls on that day, not one, as Metro Watch makes a false 911 call to the police after Reach CDC employee, Jennifer, tells me to come down stairs with my documentation, and sees nothing, but Metro Watch guards men, calls the police to retaliate. Metro Watch was paid to deliberately get NAGQ out of the building. Then Meyers calls 911 when Reach CDC put her on a contract of harassment in which she had to go to security before she could call the police. Video tape evidence shows this violation of Meyers in which Reach CDC and the DA's office allowed a hate crime.

People involved in Hate Crime II and multiple other criminal charges are Metro Watch, Jackie Barton, Bren Athens, Maria Leal, Theresa Sharpe, Karen Carpenter, Glenda Meyers, and Reach employees Jamie Barton, Becky Crew, Rachel Huber.

I am not waiting for Portland's DA to do something about, I am going to the State Department of Justice!

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