friday , April 30

I am lonely on a firday night. I gt atext from my stalker who is now less causes agitation. I do not know who this fuck is but I just want to change my phone number. I do not care to know. My goal is to be actually more human. Getting off meds has made me horny at least. i want to be able to work on this case. I have neer created a timeline. I have bits and pieces of information that I can put together a 8 month timeline of my life. Where I slept, what did Ido.

I am at least stoned. The pain in my body is numbed. My collar bone continues to hurt and it has been 2 plus years.


I want to say that I hate all of you, fuck all of you, I really do not like the human race. really, they are so weak, cruel, and subcetpal to money/ power.

I really hate this in man but I have been getting compassion, does this make me weak as my anger dispitates over my punishment. Like healing ...I hate them but I am getting better through them. I even hate them for that. I am still afraid of this world.

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